Goodbye 09 and Hello 10!

Yeap..It's the final countdown alright..The last day of 2009..There are lots of memories of 2009..Both good and bad..Every year opens a new chapter in my life..Like independence, love, family, friends..That come and go at some point..But overall..I am happy and hopefully 2010 will be a more relaxing year for me..:D..Lots of obstacles are yet to overcome..Hopefully I succeed in overturning them..:)

Man there are lots of goals that I would love to achieve..Having my family and friends close to my heart is def one of the most important goals in my life..I can't imagine going through life without them..*tears of joy*..

Hopefully everyone is blessed with what they have up till this point..Def there are ups and downs..Nothing is ever perfect, right?:)..

Love ya all and have a HAPPY PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR!

X'mas eve

It could be the best or the worst x'mas ever celebrated..Only god knows..Reason being the supplement list for those who are going to resit for the exams are finally out..Sad but yet true..*panic attack stuck*

Oh well..Still feeling panicky..Should I just go and check the list or just wait for rain or shine?HAHA..

Nick told me he didnt see my name on it though..This could mean that either I did ok or worst maybe failure..:(..

Hopefully I did ok..Get credits will be fair enough..

Good luck to all of us..Meery x'mas to all..

Holidays

Yeap..M finally on holidays..So much has been going on for the past few months..Sleepless nights, assignments, tests, weight gains..OMG..Too much to mention..Don't get to spend much time with the people I care most as well..Family, friends and Nick..Sighhhh

How I wish I could just stop time and just digest what I've been through..Life doesnt go as planned..It takes one step at a time to move forward..Uni life isnt so bad really..Just that..Maybe we r poor time management peeps..Or just plain hectic workhaholics or none of the above mentioned..Hmmmmm..

This holiday is meant to be a holiday..Spending quality time with family..Not sure whether I get to spend more quality time when I move to Aberdeen next year..Thinking about that day and night really makes me sad..It's a process of studying..So have to go through this..With courage and hope...

Uni stresssss

Yeap..and its def true..Wanna know why?

Monday-do geology prac
Tuesday-Geology prac again
Wednesday-Lots of lectures to attend
Thursday-cramp day..assignments due date and a quiz to do almost every Thursday
Saturday-Geology prac

Yeap..I have to do lots of geology prac..And the due date is every Thursday..Meaning within that one week I have to finish up my prac..and its not easy..:(

I AM STRESSED OUT!!!PLEASE DESTRESS ME..:(

1 year and counting~

Not gonna go into details..BUT..I got a very special gift..A gift that made me smiled like there's no tomorrow..AHAHA..*blush*..

The whole thing..:D
Part of it..Nice aint it?..:)

It's very thoughtful for Nick to do such a nice scrapbook..*I am not sure if I could even pull this off*..huhu..This takes lots of effort and time..Not to mention..PATIENCE!!I thank you darlz and I love you..:D

8.8.09

Finally time to blog..

HELLO PEEPOSSSSSSSSSSSS!Clearly I am bored..

My knee is hurting badly..Can't really walk and all..And yes have been glued to the chair and bed eversince..Sad huh?:(

One of my friends called me to check out Brudirect..It has been ages since I last clicked to that website..Interesting enough lots of gossips!!HAHA..

Storyyy

Just resigned from my job..There were good times and bad times..No comments about my work..All I can say for now is that I had a great time working and Uni will be starting in less than a week's time..:)

My dearest buddie..I am sure you can cope through this painful ordeal..Life is short and I know you are one of the best person I have known throughout my lifetime..Finding a soulmate is hard..Nothing is easy in life..I am sure you will succeed..Who knows you could be the next happiest man on Earth..:D

Sorry as I couldn't be there for you when you needed me most..

15th July, 2009

Finally..I gotta time to blog.....

Happy Birthday to our beloved Monarch..:D

Been busy teaching my new part-timer about my job scope..Really really tired..It's like time passed by eithin the blink of the eye..Bad isnt it..I used to complain how slow time passes by at work..Now it seems like "OMG!!!I still have to teach her alot!!!"..:(

Sigh..Hopefully I will able to teach everything by this week..And next week is the trial period..*ding*ding*ding*..

Yesterday was our 11th month anniversary..It was low key and celebrated at fratinis yayasan..Delicious..YUM YUM..:D

proper update

Well it's sunday..So yes gonna post something up for my readers to indulge in. :)

Well..a few days ago, me, nick and his cousin went to palm spa to have body massage..As claimed by one of my colleagues, the place is full of hot ladies..well true..HAHA..Not that I am a lesbo or something..

Sigh...It was one of the most painful massage sessions I ever encounter..Aching shoulder, back pain until today..The pain was unbearable for Nick..Throughout the massage session he was holding the pain in..Until the part where the lady massaged his leg..HAHA..Serve her right..She was complaining that we can't bear the pain..*DOINK MOMENT*..His leg is like iron man's leg..Now I have a special weapon if have someone bullies me..KEKEKE

We went to watch a basketball match after that..(Baiduri Bank vs The Zoo)..Mr chipmunk from the Zoo dunks in so many 3 point shots..Baiduri Bank did a good job as well..Baiduri Bank won in the end..Very close score..Cant really remember what's the score..As usual short term memory..:p..

Well news of Michael Jackson's death surfaced..Sad moment for me there when the news broke..R.I.P MJ..You rock my world..

Bored

Sigh..Field trip postponed to next tuesday instead of tomorrow..B-O-R-I-N-G!!!Looking forward to it already..SIGHHHHH..I can't do anything really..Whining wont solve anything..All I can do now is just to wait and work my ass off..:(

Results

As usual..I was panicky..HUHU..Plus I was at work when I received the first sms from Siddiq regarding the results..OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..

The results are okay la..Nothing that I expected though..But yea..Year 2 is starting pretty soon..

Work is getting better now..Get the hang of it..:D..No more overtime for me..:D:D

work

We used to be one big family..And now, it's just different..We had our own freedom of speech..Whereas for what I've seen, we are in our own circle......

Sigh..Am stressed out..I consider myself as a fast learner..But why not at work..Is it because of the way I was being taught or it's just too much to absorb..Or too much work pending and I was expected to finish up the trash..DAMMMMMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

I just hate it..Please help me..:(:(

KK trip

It was alright..Money spent mostly on food and taxi rides..HAHA..I know right? Oh well..

'My holidays are not really holidays..:(..Work work work..Lots of work to do..Oh well..That's life isnt it..hmmm..

work

Am officially starting work on monday, 25/5/09..yes its children's day..:(..I remembered celebrating this occasion at CHMS KB..hmm..My class won the best price for witch makeup competition..hehehe..IMPRESSED..Primary 3 kids do makeup..n we won.:p..Don't play play..HEHEHE

What have I been doing these days? Well jaga kadai, paint houses and waxing cars..Nick does most of them..So yes special thanks goes to him..:D..

Keeping myself busy..So yes, I am tired on most days..:(..Oh and please go and get the influenza injection..Not saying that Brunei will kena swine flu..TOUCH WOOD..But as a PRECAUTION..:D..Not painful at all..maybe some kind of bruise feeling??Little kids went for the injection as well..One cute boy was bribed by the parents not to cry..kasian eh..

KRIS ALLEN WONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!VICTORY!!!!WOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT..Kris was great last night during the finals..No boundaries..HE NAILED IT in my opinion..:p..WELL DONE KRIS>>:D:D:D:D

The end of the horrific ordeal

Yes finally!!!!The sweet smell of victory!!HAHAHAHAHHA..So glad the exams are O-V-E-R!!:P:P..I can't wait to get out of the house and start catching up with activities I have missed out..XD..

Exams so far~~

Boy was I pissed with my maths and chem exam papers..Erghhhh

Imagined having MIB in the morning from 9am-12pm and Maths in the afternoon from 2-5pm..It was nuts..Stress banar doing essays which were about 10 pages long..And its 80% of the paper..:(..All in all 4 essays ~10 pages long..Not for each essay..so yes dont misunderstand..:D..

Maths..No comment..I just dont like the paper..The timing was wrong!!!

Chemistry..ZZZZ..I made so many careless mistakes..

Just hope that I passed..huhuhuhu

Feelings~

Have you guys ever wonder why we do feel lonely ,angry, and sad at the same time?

Sigh..Have been feeling that way lately..Most probably is due to personal reasons..Oh well..There are times when I feel like telling about those feelings and there are times when I would just shut myself from others and weep in my sleep..

Why do we feel vulnerable anyways? Can't we just live to our expectations and be happy with what we have and achieved to this date? I guessed we human beings like to live more than our expectations. We tend to believe we can get something more out of others.

Damn..and I have been swearing alot lately..Partly because I am stressed out..Crying doesnt really help though..But it does help to ease the pain..Having someone to comfort mentally is not gonna help much..Trust me!! I have been through this..So yea..

It's not easy to let go of the past..I have no idea why..But there are times I would just sit and wonder that that could be the reason why I can live up till today..Meaning if it wasnt for the past, I wouldnt be sitting here typing this post, going to uni and so forth..

But trying to forget someone's past is difficult..Yet alone people will remember that forever! Sigh..I can still even remember the bad things my classmates used to do in the old days..I am sure you guys felt the same way..:)

Haha..what do you guys think??I would love to hear some comments..

Cheers!

On Hiatus

Sorry guys..Gonna be on hiatus from now onwards till next month..Exams are coming up..plus there are lots of things to catch up in uni..So sorry..

Till then..:D

My thursday~~

Well actually it started on wednesday evening..HAHA..Did geology assignment while discussing our group's English report through MSN..Till midnight..*WARNING*..I seldom stayed up till midnight to finish up my work..sighhh

So yes woke up as early as 5am..*DING DING DING*..I seldom do that as well..To finish up my English report..The feeling of guilt was there..Didnt contribute much the night before..I woke up early to edit it..:(..

Surprisingly..My English was ok..Haha..I was sleepy while typing it..Oh welll....

Went to Uni at 8am to finish up my geology assignment..Not so confident with my answer..Yes I took 5 hours to finish the geology map..Ironic? should think so..Siddiq and Khairi said they took only an hour!!That shows that I am a slow learner..:(

The moment of truth arrived..Marks..Sir said 50% didnt have a clue on how to do the maps..I was grinding my teeth when he said that..Was sick to the stomach too..ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..All my last minute rush to finish up the assignment had gone down to the drain..*That was exactly what I was thinking*..

Forward--So sir marked the paper and returned the paper..*Not telling what I get..That's for you to find out*..:P..So yea........*SUSPENSE*******hehehe..Oh and Siddiq's stomach was grumbling so loudly..HAHAHA..Nature call!!

During maths lecture..I was so sleepy..Nick actually called me to take a nap..I did though..I could feel that I could sleep all the way if I did it..So yes..turned out that Siddiq and Khairi too were dozing off..HAHAHA..

Chem lecture was alright..could concentrate..Oh and English lecture..Boy I was pissed!!!!!Asked my group members..I literally gave up marking the draft on the spot..SIGHHHHH..But that kept me awake which I should be thankful for..Heheh..

Was so tired when I got back home..Had my shower, doze off abit..Dinner call..Then slept..Then called Nick as he messaged me earlier..HAHA..

The end of Thursday..*ZZZ*

Sunday~~

Woke up at 8am..Early I know..Well last week was earlier..6.30am to be exact..:(

Lack of sleep=eye bags..

Today is Fiyy's bro's bersanding day..Congrats..:D..Gonna attend it with Ummi..HEHHEHEH..

Upcoming week (my schedule)

Monday- 8-12pm English
- 2-4pm lecture

Tuesday- 8am-6pm Lecture

Wednesday- 1-2pm Maths test
- 2 onwards English report write-up

Thursday- 9am-6pm Lecture

Friday-BBall day..HAHAHA

Saturday- 8-9am Lecture
-1pm-5pm Lecture + Tutorials

Hectic enough? So yes WARNING PEEPOS!!Don't try to outsmart the weather..HAHAHA..Meaning to say that if you guys wanna buy cakes, do not put them in the car for too long (like 30 mins)..The cake I bought melted terus..:(..Oh wellll~~~

Boomed~

Have you guys ever feel so stressed out that you would just like to scream out loud?..Hmmm...

Had MIB presentation yesterday about SPN 21..whether it melemahkan or mengukuhkan MIB..SIGHHHHHH..Kena bombed with questions..Paning..Today we had our maths test.It was alright..Hopefully its ok..:)

Tomorrow there is chemistry test..ORGANICS..LALALALALA..Gonna have 4 hours of geology practical..I LOVE MY UNI LIFE!!

Saturday gotta do Kertas Kerja for the MIB presentation..Then there is a physical chemistry report to be handed in..SIGHHHHH

Next wednesday there's gonna be a maths test..OH wellll..

Tests never stop pouring in..I need a break..:(

the end of semester break

sigh~~one week just passed by just like that..how i wished time would just stop and let me feel all the fun and joy..:(..

Tests will be flowing in..Assignments will be piling up..Uni life definitely has its ups and downs..Don't you agree?

a mini update

This blog seemed so dead..Might as well add a little spice to make it nice..:)

Life has been ok..Weather has been scorching hot for the past few days..Not ideal at all..Even to drive home alone is painful enough..:(..

Planning to go swimming in the afternoon..To plunge in the cold water to release the innerself heat (does that sound right?).hahaha..

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Semester break=study week...

ZZZZZZZZZZZZ..Nearly everday have to go to Uni..That's not even called a break..hmmm..

There are geology and chemistry assignments..MIB and English presentation coming up..I wanna sleep so badly.......

Semester break

In a week's time..Semester break begins..:D..However, after the break we are faced with tests..DAMN!..Arent we supposed to relax instead of studying? Sigh..So whats the definition of semester break? Hmmmm...

Since our high school days, our teachers would always conduct tests just after the school holidays..Our parents couldn't bring us abroad to enjoy the break..Instead we were faced with loads of things to study..Then why called semester break right? Should have been changed to study week/leave!!..hehehe..

Haha..I don't know whether I would call this post offensive but don't you guys just agree??LOL..

Valentine's day

hehe..it was alright..going to uni part was nasty though..so much work to do..stress kicks in nearly everyday..Assignments..Gosh..*No comment*..hehe

I received a bouquet of roses from Nick..It was nice..Pink roses..:D:D..Thanks for the roses, Nick..:D:D..haha..It was our 6 months anniversary too..Oh well..very low key..heheh..

So far...

Very very busy..Assignments, lectures,etc etc

Being a driver = Tanned
Lots of assignments = Stress + Lack of sleep + Time is precious

THose 2 things are enough to crack me up..So yes..If you do see me getting worn out..you know what had happened..AHAHAH..

Sorry folks..

for the lack of updates..Been busy with assignments, CNY, etc etc..

My timetable..It's terrible..*am-6pm lectures on Tuesdays and Thursdays..Nuts I know..:(..What to do..huhu..

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Gong Xi Fa Cai..Hong Pao na lai!!HEHE..What a common phrase..Has been used for ages..LOL..So tired and sleepy..To all my friends, thanks for the birthday greetings..Love you guys lots!!!

Being 20..Neh no resolutions..Maybe get good grades..Have fun with family and friends..To be with them alone just make me happy..:)..Not asking for much this year..hehehe..

So to all my Chinese friends out there, don't forget to ask me go to your house pai nien ah!!HAHAHA..jkjk...

2 more days....

And it's Chinese New Year plus my birthday..2 in one celebration..Hopefully it's gonna be a blast..:)..

Been busy with Uni..Plus helping my parents cleaning up the house for the big day..So yea am sorry for the late update..:(

Oh and one UPDATE!!!To Group A Chem students..Our chem report is due on next Saturday..YAY!!!!!!!!I love you Dr!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D

17.01.09

hmmm..a tiring day..My timetable is gaga as usual..8-9am Geology..1-2pm Maths..4-5pm Chemistry..Ironic right?:(

After Geology went home to cook fried rice..Nick said it smelled and tasted like paikut fan..oh well...

Happy Belated Birthday to Sharifa and Happy Advanced Birthday to Ummi.HEHEH...

Happy Birthday to...

Hafiyyah and Hafiizah!!!Two of my close friends during my MS days..Miss those times when we can jalan jalan the whole day..Talking non stop..HEHEHE..

And remember those times I locked the keys inside my car..Yea yea..I know its cali..HAHA..Wished you guys have a nice birthday and receive lots of presents..:)..Happy Birthday!19 udah..HAHA..Cherish this year with lots of memories yea?

About Uni..Hmm..lectures from 8am till 6pm..Yeah kan mampus!!:(..MIB lagitia..I ran all the way from chancellor hall to fass..Just to get a nice slot for the timetable..No further comments though..HAHAHA

The end of semester break

Well..Today is the last day of semester break.. Definitely going to miss going out, having late nights, shopping, eating, etc etc...

Tomorrow..8am..Chem practical..MY GOD!!!!!Organic chemistry practical that is..:(..Sad I know..Please pray that I will have fun doing it till 12pm..:(:(:(

Results are out~~

Hmm..Shocking as it sounds..Yeap it's FINALLY OUT!!The moment of truth has come..Oh well..It's not that pressurising compared to the time when O-level and A-level results were out..So yea..

My results?Ok ok la..Can do better I supposed..

Today is scorching hot..Down with a fever, flu and a cough...not ideal at all..I am prone to having fevers nowadays..Health is deteriorating maybe..

Went to my dad's clinic early morning..Never knew my parents were so busy as early as 9am..Patients came pouring in..Including Nick..HEHEHE..

2 more days till torture begins..Pray that I will survive Second Semester's Ordeal..

Timetable is out!

Yes the title says it all..The Timetable for Semester 2 is finally out!!Grrrr..No off days for me..So sad....Hopefully Chemistry for Monday is put forward..Till 6pm is not an option..Till 5pm was bad enough last semester..SIGH~~~~~

Results?Heard it's gonna be out today..*grinding my teeth hard*..Pray for the best!..

Happy New Year 2009!

My first post for the new year..:)

Had so much fun last night..Won a return ticket to KL plus $100..:D:D:D..Nick won a blender..Not bad~

You can even win $100 just by singing a song! One lady got that..So simple and easy..Didnt regret spending my new year's eve at Orchid Garden..:D

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